When You Know....

what you don't want, then you begin to know what you do want. *sigh* Thus, I find myself immersed in the deeper regions of thought and insight, burrowing further into those quiet places that whisper to me from the darkened corridors of my psyche. Nothing new. Distracting, to be sure. It's like multi-tasking while multi-tasking on multiple levels of layers twisting and turning in upon themselves, convoluted, vibrant, mesmerizing...DISTRACTING! Attention manifested in a dialogue taking place between myself and my higher self... telepathically...more in impressions and sensations and feelings than in words....and it pulls me there again and again to pay attention to its efficacy...I am impatient and on the cusp of awareness greater than this moment. This is the Vortex. This is the leading edge of thought and life and being and doing and the energy that creates worlds...and the puzzle pieces are laid out before me and I can almost make out the picture and see where all the pieces go...maybe if I squint? Breathe? Believe?

Heathergirl in the Vortex