Redundant Reasons
in distress and stumbling
reaching for lost pieces of time
dripping regret from pointless blunders
asking questions meant to remain
unanswered pounding ache
in the cavern where your 
wounded heart used to be 
losing is your entitlement slipping 
through torn tattered and 
worn out excuses haggard reproach
confuses illusions with righteous
indignation for all that is really
your own fault so 
you don't know where to turn 
lost in the way of home and dreams
turning outward when you 
should be turning inward 
closing yourself shut when 
you should be opening up trying to be
rightside up when you need to be
upside down to own the truth
of all that you have made
redundant in the mind clutter 
that is fermenting in the pandemonium 
that you created in the beginning
when you embraced the soul
compromising life divided
by lies and misdirection
reaching for lost pieces of time
dripping regret from your own
pointed distress retrace your steps
back to the place of feeling
dealing with your own emotions
torn and twisted by faulty design
lay it bare to the light
brave to the unanswerable questions
that are the reasons that you have lost your way
back to your home your home that is your dreams
your home that is your soul your home that is your peace
and it is upside down and underneath the ground
beneath the hole that disguises your pain and all
the things that you tell yourself are the reasons
why it all has gone so wrong the reality of what 
you don't want to know that it isn't other people
who have broken your heart but you
you alone have decimated its rhythm
its beat its need you are lost to yourself in this
pendulous redundant mind clutter
creating fermenting pandemonium in destructive
patterns of repetition slipping through torn
tattered conflicting illusions......
 
 
 

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